some things...

it's been an emotional week

in a good way

except for the fact that everything in my life {besides jeff}

is completely on the back burner

part of me is so stressed and frustrated with myself

and the other {more dominating} part of me is just too happy and in love to give a care

i have a fiance 

i am a fiance

i am in love

i am loved back

what the heck else matters?

i submit: nothing

please do not judge me and think i am an irresponsible, careless person

i really am not.

anyways, jeff is leaving this weekend

that will be the first time we have gone a single day

without seeing each other since we started dating

and now we will go three days

intense

it is good preparation for this summer i guess

{not thinking about it, not thinking about it}

i will leave you with a few things. 

that may or may not be essential to your eternal well being.

happy thing: general conference is this weekend

funny thing: bailey's friend got pulled over for speeding and was told she was going 30 mph over the speed limit. her response? "oh sorry, would you like me to back up and try again?"

hahaha. what a champ. i would just cry.

lame thing: waking up early to study and/or work.

correction. every morning. not just mondays.

awkward thing: I'm so used to stroking jeff's arm and the other day i was looking over becca and ben's {her boyfriend} shoulders and i started stroking ben's arm. nonchalantly and almost involuntarily. he noticed though. and told me to stop. so i did.

annoying thing: when commercials lie to you and make you feel like a fool.

for example:

stinkin' neutrogena

spiritual enlightenment thing: “When our wagon gets stuck in the mud, God is much more likely to assist the man who gets out to push than the man who merely raises his voice in prayer—

no matter how eloquent the oration.” ― Dieter F. Uchtdorf

- sometimes it is assumed that if we just pray, heavenly father will get things done for us. that is not the case. all the prophets and heroes of the scriptures always exhausted all options before asking the Lord for help. nephi is an especially good example of that.

one more thing: music of the week here

 {finally! it's been awhile, get off my back- i'm an engaged woman}