our mornings

our mornings. they go a little bit like this. 

jane wakes up. i feed and change her. she stares at me and looks around curiously, trying to figure out this oh so confusing world. she stretches like her life depends on it and yawns. she wants her binky, but after sucking on it for 10 seconds she spits it out. which makes her cry. i put it back in and that sequence is repeated multiple more times. then my favorite part of the day. quality cuddle time. she nuzzles her head into my chest and relaxes but stays awake for hours. i like to think I'm her favorite person but let's be real, she only likes me for my milk. eh, i'll take it. cuddle time is when i like to read my scriptures. with my little sidekick. 

after a good cuddle sesh, into the bath she goes. 

she doesn't know what to do with herself in the bath tub. she hates it and loves it all at the same time. 

she is so torn. so conflicted.

mornings are my favorite. 

PS MY BABY IS REALLY FAT.

BUT WAIT. WASN'T SHE A PORCELAIN STICK DOLL JUST YESTERDAY???

well excuse me for blinking young lady.